urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kurimouto I'm not bored... I'm just procrastinating. Kristine 2009-05-20T06:21:15Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kurimouto:2375 Of Plans… 2009-05-20T05:14:05Z 2009-05-20T06:19:18Z "Broken Bones" by Aqualung <b style=""><span style="font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></b> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">It was supposed to be<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p><a name="cutid1"></a><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">One. Grow up.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Don&rsquo;t rush it.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Two. Make friends along the way.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Treasure them.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Three. Focus on school work.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Stay awake.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Four. Graduate and find a job.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Make it worth it.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Five. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Prince Charming rides in on a white stallion&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or a Mercedes Benz&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or the Starship enterprise&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Cue romantic music.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Don&rsquo;t forget the violins.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>&hellip; and says, &ldquo;Will you marry me?&rdquo;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Say yes.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">not like this.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">It didn&rsquo;t go <i style="">according to plan</i>.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">It ended up<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">One. Grow up.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Some parts passed by too fast.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Two. Make friends along the way.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Some were kept, some were lost.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Three. Focus on school work.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Some hours later, you wake up, not knowing how the hell meiosis works.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Four. <s>Graduate and find a job.</s><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Haven&rsquo;t gotten there. Skipped to step five.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Five. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><s>Prince Charming rides in on a white stallion&hellip;</s> Prince Charming is nowhere to be found&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or Prince Charming doesn&rsquo;t even know your name...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or Prince Charming is too busy dealing &ldquo;diplomatically&rdquo; with errant alien races&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>(with his fists)<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or Prince Charming doesn&rsquo;t have time to talk. He&rsquo;s got Calculus to deal with&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or Prince Charming is too&hellip; young, old, smart, dumb, short, tall, fat, thin, for things to work out&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or Prince Charming doesn&rsquo;t want to commit&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>or Prince Charming&hellip; is not as charming as you thought.<s><o:p></o:p></s></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Further instructions are unavailable.<span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">so much different.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">So, <i style="">what now?<o:p></o:p></i></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">It will be<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">One. Start over.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Fix what you can and leave the rest to time.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Two. Go back to normal.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Be the new same old you&mdash;the you your friends can&rsquo;t get enough of.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Three. Live it up.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Trade in those books and papers for ball games and parties every once in a while.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Four. <span style="">&nbsp;</span>Keep going.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Don&rsquo;t let anyone or anything stop you.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Five&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>that cute guy from English is staring at you.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p style="text-indent: 0.5in;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Smile.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>Further instructions are unavailable...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>but who gives a shit?<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">better.<br />-----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />A/N: I&nbsp;wrote this for fun. &gt;_&gt;&nbsp;Okay, so maybe it has a little<br />to do with what's going on, but... I&nbsp;meant it to be more<br />generally applicable to multiple people's situations.<br />Meh.<o:p></o:p></span></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kurimouto:2262 Fool's Game 2009-05-17T22:17:32Z 2009-05-20T06:21:15Z "Please Don't Stop the Rain" by James Morrison <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">I&rsquo;m not sure who&rsquo;s the real fool.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Me or you?<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p><a name="cutid1"></a><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">That&rsquo;s the real problem here.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">I need to yank myself free of this.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">But it&rsquo;s a weird pattern of yours,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>the way you keep me.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">One day it&rsquo;s<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>a normal fanfare, pleasant, but leaving nothing to be deciphered.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">You&rsquo;re being too lenient, extending my line so far that I almost want to just snap it and escape.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">The next it&rsquo;s<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><span style="">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span>a wholly remastered tune, full of so much noise and beat, meaningful but confusing my own rhythm.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">You&rsquo;re being too harsh, tugging on my line so hard that I almost trip and fall as I land beside you.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">I don&rsquo;t know whether to wish to hug you or to slap you till it burns for the both of us.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Is this ill care or is this indecision?<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Ill care&mdash;I lose.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Indecision&mdash;you lose.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">I&rsquo;m the fool.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">or<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">You&rsquo;re the fool.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Pick your role carefully.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Otherwise, I will pick it for you, cut myself loose, and Fed-ex these feelings to someone else who needs it more.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">I&rsquo;ll go back to my old methods and make no mention of these matters again.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">It will be like we never tied ourselves to each other in the first place.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Trust me, it&rsquo;s worked before.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Yet&hellip;<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Somehow, I feel like it won&rsquo;t be as cheap as last time.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &quot;Arial Narrow&quot;;">Somehow, I feel like I won&rsquo;t be able to buy the stamps.<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />A/N: I'm going to start writing journal entries as poetry; it enables me to say more than I could in prose.<o:p></o:p></span></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kurimouto:1336 I think he likes me....doesnt' he? 2009-04-20T06:18:00Z 2009-04-20T06:18:36Z "Number 1" by Big Bang Man,&nbsp;I hate how difficult it is to tell if he likes me.<br /><br />And I feel like I keep making huge mistakes when talking to him.&nbsp;I keep on leaking out the idea that I do like someone and I'm not so sure how well he can read me.<br /><br />Yet at the same time, he does all these things that make me think he likes me, but could also just be playful nothings.<br /><br />I hate it.<br /><br />I hate that I've.... fallen for this...<br />stupid... funny....cute dolt of a man whom I, who is supposed to be the smarter one, can't decipher.<br /><br />Crushes suck.